Wow, I gave it a little thought. I had to give it some thought because I wanted to be honest and forthright about answering that inquiry. I have made concealing my true self a science. So without revealing too much just let me say that first and foremost, I am passionate about God. Whatever you call Him or It. He is all to me. I tried loving a man, and I can say more men than one because they were all different bringing different characteristics to the table. So, they all deserved to be loved for themselves, right? No checklists here. No, gotta be like this, or like that. No idealistic thinking.

But every one of them disappointed me in their own unique way. So I gave up looking for love in all the wrong places and focused my love on God in all of its intensity. I hope that He is pleased with the quality of my love, commitment, and devotion. No religiosity here. Just pure passion without being messed up with sexuality. I learned a long time ago, that love is not sex, and sex is not love. Nor does it lead to or imply love. True love is passionately loving God with all of my heart, soul, mind, and might. The best part is that He loves me back as unconditionally as I love Him. It just doesn’t get any better than that. I had a husband when I was young, only one. But until I started to want to please Him I didn’t get the reciprocity that I needed and deserved. Therefore I love Him passionately and exclusively and He is more than I ever hoped for loving me back. I hope that He is pleased with the quality of my love, and when He uses me, I don’t resent it.